I Loved You, First.The memories were disjointed Beautiful, Dis Connect.I Loved You, First.
Not many people know That I loved you
{first}
Summer was kind, To us-
The cool of the sea breeze
wrapped us in hope
Day by day, The sun bleached the truth
{and the lies} and we found our selves lost.
Between Autumn and Winter We were marching
Blind.
You moved one step too far and
Fell.
Yes,
Not many people know That I loved you, First.
I guess this means you like meWith ice in my eyes,I guess this means you like me
I was,
Shaken {not stirred}
Covered in blood Covered in you
In the D E A D of night …I laughed at your naivety
{and wept for something I could not name}
Slow BurnThe candles-Slow Burn
quivering with life
Attempted to fill the room With something
{other Than decaying fragility Of a misguided infatuation}
oh,
I remember your breath
In The depths of winter
-it was- Like the candle Waxy, warm and slow
…And it was all I could not to Lose my mind in your Damp,
and decorated skin
Pencils, Syringes TurtlenecksStolen, steel stacks pencils, syringes turtlenecksPencils, Syringes Turtlenecks
Grim, red torches sear the sky leather shoes on tiles why?
Eyes so clear plastic wrap face against the door tap, tap, tap
Acoustics and masons tools a damp cloth against the grain Jongleurs, farce and fools the sprint, no just the rain
A buzzing drill elephant The cretans kill The heirophant
Blood red on the cloud Six it shouts The hated crowds silence, waterspout
It is so connected buzz, goes the fan Likewise
Calico Enviro BagsTurn off the lights, I want to save the world, One broken dishwasher at a time.Calico Enviro Bags
I’ll come charging in on my own two feet And with my own two hands slay the lights left on.
The air conditioner beast hums in its falsely temperate den,
dimly lit by the television- Unoccupied. The kids are outside, catching some fresh air.
Over the forlorn whirr
of the lonely computer comes a voice.
‘Driving across the street for a microwave dinner, cant go out- This global warming rubbish has the weather crazy. Kids
Better Forget-Me-NotBetter Forget-Me-NotBetter Forget-Me-Not
Walks alone of a moonbeamed night, that can't fill her mind.
Heart that pulses, racing deep, for lightning.
The decided soul wants only for herself, Does she break the sweetest heart to collect another?
A heart that waits but hides in shame, self-pitying child is cold.
No voice ever spoke his name with joy, one name given, one name taken.
The sweetest is patient with her,
a heart that is generous. But fragile. Oh, very fragile.
Her soul has waited unseen, but for t
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i fell forever, then I hit the ground
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~Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside,
Learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall,
Remember you almost had it all~
--
"The dream was always running ahead of me.
To catch up,
to live for a moment in unison with it,
that was the miracle. "
Anais Nin, 1903-1977
--
~Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside,
Learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall,
Remember you almost had it all~
--
"The dream was always running ahead of me.
To catch up,
to live for a moment in unison with it,
that was the miracle. "
Anais Nin, 1903-1977
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